My new therapist seems to be working out. I have only seen her three times, but she has a face that closes tight like a brick wall when she is listening. Frankly, that is exactly what I wanted… I hate watching people pass judgement on me or my situation while I am talking to them.
I have been having trouble writing for a myriad of reasons, I think I may have been traversing some hypomania last week or the week before but the energy and activity associated with it has taken a toll on my body (that is still healing from surgery). This week has been the physical crash that follows, and my 13-14 hours of sleep followed by exhaustion during the day has not leant itself to much motivation or productivity whatsoever.
My optometrist suggested I have been having ocular migraines -honestly I didn’t know that was something that even existed. I am pretty tired of heaping physical health problems on top of already crippling emotional ones… but such is life I suppose. If it isn’t one thing it is another, I am just glad I can eat relatively normally again.